夢の片側で
わずか光でも
芽吹き伸びるカズラ
立ち枯れた辻褄を
肥やしに患いながら
裂けた胸元に
触れて離れない
君が守るつもりの優しさも
心の弱い箇所を
壊して育つの
何のために手を伸ばして
いるのかさえ今
凄惨たるや影のまま
分からないよ
ないよ
絡みつく涙が
枝分かれて音を張り
蔓と化す体の
全て覆いながら
あれはひとひらの
嘘で生きている
甘さ現実を
包み隠すカズラ
強かな雨風が
どうしても凌げなくて
盾が欲しくなる
瞬間に繕う
君は伴った渇望を
遠くで見ていた
天に灯った渇望を
求めていた
金網から覗いた隙間さえ
塞いでしまうことを
防御と呼ぶのか
雁字搦め自業自得
攻めるばかり今
感情なんて蔑ろ
分からないよ
ないよ
絡みつく涙が
枝分かれて音を張り
蔓と化す体の
全て覆いながら
Yume no katagawa de
Wazuka hikari demo
Mezuki nobiru kazu-ra
Tachikareta tsujigume o
Hoyashi ni kanashimi nagara
Saketa mune moto ni
Furete hanarenai
Kimi ga mamoru tsumori no yasashisa mo
Kokoro no yowai kasho o
Kowashite sodatsu
Nani tame ni te o nobashite
iru no ka sara ni
Suisan taru ya kage no mama
Wakaranai yo
Nai yo
Karamitsuku namida ga
Edawakarete oto o haru
Manato naru karada no
Subete oou nagara
Are wa hitohira no
Uso de ikite iru
Ama genjitsu o
Kakomi kakusu kazu-ra
Tsuyokana amakaze ga
Doudemo yose nukete
Tate ga hoshikunaru
Shunkan ni norau
Kimi wa tomonatta katsubou o
Tooku de mite ita
Ame ni akari tatta katsubou o
Motomete ita
Kanamino kara nozonda suki-ma sara ni
Tojiru koto o
Bougyo to yobu no ka
Ganji nobore ji gyou ji toku
Komeru bakari ima
Joukan nante boshou
Wakaranai yo
Nai yo
Karamitsuku namida ga
Edawakarete oto o haru
Manato naru karada no
Subete oou nagara
On one side of the dream
Even a faint light
Sprouts and grows as a vine
Standing withered crossroads
Fertilized with sorrow
Torn chest
Touch and won't let go
The kindness you intend to protect
Destroys the weak spots of the heart
And grows
Why even reach out
Now, in the shadow of the gruesome
I don't understand
It's not there
Tears that entwine
Branch out and resonate
Covering the body as a vine
It lives on a single petal of
A lie, hiding the sweetness of reality
In a vine
Fierce rain and wind
Can't be withstood
Desiring a shield
To mend in an instant
You watched the longing
From afar
The longing that lit up the sky
You sought it
Even the gaps peering through the wire mesh
Are blocked
Is this called defense?
Self-inflicted, bound by one's own actions
Just attacking now
Emotions are neglected
I don't understand
It's not there
Tears that entwine
Branch out and resonate
Covering the body as a vine